I try to look
ahead,
But all I see
is a blur.
I try to plan
my life,
But I'm worried
it will never work.
All I long for
is happiness,
But all I worry
about is failure.
Can you make
me happy?
'Cause I forgot
how?
I wanted to give
you a gift
to express my
love undying
but all I could
muster were salty tears
and some delicate
heavy sighing.
All I long for
is love,but
all I worried
about is hurt,
can you bring
me love,cause
I forgot how
to love.
I want to give
you my hand,
walk with me
once more,
I want to give
you unconditional
love but afarid
of the risk.
All I long for
is you,but
I'm afraid of
the pain,can
you show me,
cause I long
for it, can you
give me all
I ask for,can
you???
January 12,2000