I really don't know exactly how to feel.
I know I must let go.
But let go how do you do that?
Let go of someone who ment so much.
 
 

Turn him from my friend to my lover.
Letting go isn't easy at all.
But it must be done.
Letting go of him is like jumping off a bridge.
 
 

The pain is enough to kill and slowly it does.
But some are lucky and make it through alive but not exacly well.
But later they heal and fall in love all over again.
Later comes the pain again.
 
 

Oh love how sweet but so sad,
how do you let go of something
that you never had.
 

December 28,1999