I can't seem to find the right words to say,
to tell you that I feel this way
I want you , what can I do,
to make you want me next to you.
 
 

if you look at me you'll understand,
all I want is to hold your hand
I felt this way for oh so long,
and it hurts me that I don't belong.
 
 

wanting you to want me, it's all a dream,
my heart aches, I just want to scream
I smile and laugh just thinking of you,
together here I wish it was true.
 
 

I always imagine of your gently touch,
if only you knew that I felt this much
not being with you I"m falling apart
cause I don't know how to get your heart.
 
 

if you only could see the love in my eyes,
of all those nights when I sat and cried
just look at me, I'm standing right here,
just call out my name and I'll  be there.
 

how long the wait, I do not know,
but when the day comes I'll let it show
if only you knew my feeilngs for you,
I'll stay hopeful you'll feel the same way too.
 
 

January 27,2000