I'm going to tell you

I'm going to tell you know just in
case I never get a chance to tell
you how much you really mean
to me,how deeply I care,how I'm
falling in love with you.

I'm going to tell you how I cry
every night wanting to hold you
tight,I know your scared of love
so am I,but you need to know
what I feel inside of me.

I don't know how you feel I
know that you care,I know that
you will be a friend but I don't
know if you feel the same way as
I do.

You need to know this,you need to
know I care so deeply it hurt's me
so that's why I'm having a hard
time accepting this.

I'm going to tell you how you
mislead me,on how you made
things impossable to reach,how
I'm dying inside cause you made
a promise you couldn't keep,I need
to understand all of this,an I'm
going to tell you how deeply I'm
hurt because of things you said
am done.

I'm going to tell you how much
I love you,even tho you don't
think I do,an I'm going to tell
you.

june 16,1999