Here I sit writing you a letter
thinking back,before you came
into my life,how I was used an
abused,seeking,but not finding.

Here I watch my tears fall
down my cheeks,remembering
all what love has gaven me,it
gave me you,an the love you
have is deep.

Missing you everytime you go
away,kissing you everytime  your
near,loving you every chance I got
an I'm missing you.

Tonight I wait for you to call,
you called me three times,cause
you miss me like I miss you,I'm
trying to make it thru another
day with out you here.

You said you wanted me to be your
wife,I can't wait til that day comes.
everyday I struggle,everyday I wonder
if it would come true,god I want it to.

I'm missing you a million times,
I'm kissing you a thousand times,
I'm loving you a hundred ways,an
I'm missing you.

October 6,1999