I'm
writing this today to let people
know
the net is not a way to meet
people,yes
you find great friends,
an
yes great lovers,but never be
fooled
by the way they talk.
I
meet a guy who answered my ad,
he
was nice at first wanting to meet
an
yes we did,I can still remember that
day,we
chatted an talked on the phone
for
hours at end,talking about the bad
realionships
we had.
Summer
came an went we still talk on
the
phone an chatted on the puter,we
became
good friends,at least I thought,
I
thought wrong,I made a new year's
resoltion
to be a better person inside
an
out,an to have great friends.
Well
I brought the new year in right
I
saw your show once again,it made me cry
to
see such beauty in the sky,I made you
a
christmas gift,thought I bring it over,
we
talked awhile,you seem to be not
here
I ask you what was wrong,you
told
me we couldn't get close,I couldn't
understand
why at the time,but I do
now.
Well
you said you couldn't get involed
I
question you,an you throw some book
at
me wish I would of read it,maybe
I
would of gotten a straight answer,I
still
havn't gotten one.
Then
my birthday came I had a child
missing,thought
you could help,I saw
more
then I wanted to see,an when you
got
caught you lied through your teeth,
an
still do.
We
became distant because I caught
you
in a lie,still I cry an yes you still
lie,now
this so called friendship you
started
was over because of your lies,
an
the best part of all of it,I losted
she
won an you know what she can
have
your lying .
February
16,1999