I was
thinking about you today,
as I
tend to do everyday,
And
I hate how thinking of you now
Only
brings me pain.
I think
of what a great friendship we once had,
And
how now you seem to enjoy making me sad.
I know
that is not true, that you really don’t mean to hurt me
But
it’s still hard for me to see.
How you
can continue to run from me.
I don’t
miss what you think it is that I miss,
It’s
not that soft, tender kiss,
But
I just miss more so the friendship that you always promised.
You may
think that you still consider me as a treasured friend,
But
it seems to me that you are nothing more then an aquintance.
Do you
realize that there is a difference?
I know
that I will always have my arms open to you,
But
there is nothing more that I can do.
Our future,
my dear, is up to no one but you.
and
it seems it at a stop, but life goes on.
Our
past was the past.today I learn to live
again.and
life goes on and on.
January
3,2000