When we first met I was so excited,
the first look, I felt like we knew each
other and finally I found someone
who would see me through.
 

You went to fast and didn't give
the realionship enouch time to
devolped, we rushed and now we
fight, caus ewe don't know each
other well.
 

You ask me to marry you and I said
I will , its been almost a year and I'm
still waiting, you say I'm rushing and
putting pressure on you.
 

We fight all the time you said
you want to leave, not
thinking what your leave behind,
you say you love me and sometime
I know you do, sometimes I think
you just don't want to be lonely
again and you need someone to
help you through.
 

You got word from the doctor,
saying you might not live long
and your on a list to make you
better, I'm afraid of losing you,
I guess you not afraid, you
know it will happen soon.
 

If you died I wouldn't know how
to live, I guess I don't want to be lonely
again, it hurts not to have someone
there to comfrot you, to talk to you,
to love you for who you are and
not change you.
 

I'm trying to understand you, the
way you think, the way you act, the
way you decide whats best for you,
but havn;t you thought about us
I have and it makes me so scared
not to have anyone.
 

I guess I'll move on it will be awhile
before I find another and when I
do I'll tell him how I loved you
and my love will never died, no
never.
 
 

August 1,2000