Special Thoughts 
 
 

There's somethings in life that are hard to learn,
an I learned them hard.
Friends are great when you have them.
me I can make a friend easy,cause I have a
good personality,an yes I'm pretty
(just learning to see that I am).
 

Keeping friends is hard cause I want to much
out of them an expecting alot in return.
I had a friend who took the freindship beyond
the bountrys,an I still hurt,yes I got burnt,
an I'm learning to let go(I finally realize
that I had some one that loved me).
 

It's been almost a year alot has happen within
that year,I lost, you win.
an along the way I found some
new friends
an with there help they are
making me realize
that mistake I once made,
an yes It's hard to
learn from it but I did.
 

Thanks alot to once a friend(Chuck)
lesson are
hard to learn,an I didn't learn then
what I learned
now is to leave you alone.(sorry)
 

An through it all Love found me a lost heart.
I could never understand why you(chuck)
answered my ad that I had,yes I must admit
you helped me get myself out of a bad sititution
but offered alot in return,all I wanted was
a friend,but you took it to far,an then the
lies started,why??,I guess when
I saw something that shocked me,hell I had
a nervous break down because of it,everytime
I went to you,you lied an said it was her,why??
 

What was you trying to prove?? already
you proved you dont want love,kick
people when there down,that your
a liar,a cheat,an can't hold a realionship,
you drink to much,an it's not all my fault,
no it was yours.......
 

hy can't you move on an leave the past behind
I'm trying with alot of help from my
freinds,an as god as my witness he
knows what we talked about,an
then you lied some more,the saying
goes what comes around goes around
an the best part of it you got what
you wanted,did you really???
 

I lost a good friend In January will
I ever find that friend again...........
A new beginning is starting over an
I once had a friend who never really knew
me,cause if he did know me the real
me your'll find out that I was
honest from the very start
of this so called freindship.
 

Hope this web  page helps me to discover
that love was always here,but I was to blind
to see that,an I would like to say special thanks
to all who helped me discover my true interself,
without them I wouldn't be myself:-)
An my gurdian angel is watching over me!!!!!!