There's somethings in life that are hard to learn,
an I learned them hard.
Friends are great when you have them.
me I can make a friend easy,cause I have a
good personality,an yes I'm pretty
(just learning to see that I am).
Keeping friends is hard cause I want to much
out of them an expecting alot in return.
I had a friend who took the freindship beyond
the bountrys,an I still hurt,yes I got burnt,
an I'm learning to let go(I finally realize
that I had some one that loved me).
It's been almost a year alot has happen within
that year,I lost, you win.
an along the way I found some
new friends
an with there help they are
making me realize
that mistake I once made,
an yes It's hard to
learn from it but I did.
Thanks alot to once a friend(Chuck)
lesson are
hard to learn,an I didn't learn then
what I learned
now is to leave you alone.(sorry)
An through it all Love found me a lost heart.
I could never understand
why you(chuck)
answered my ad that I had,yes
I must admit
you helped me get myself
out of a bad sititution
but offered alot in return,all
I wanted was
a friend,but you took it
to far,an then the
lies started,why??,I guess
when
I saw something that shocked
me,hell I had
a nervous break down because
of it,everytime
I went to you,you lied
an said it was her,why??
What was you trying to prove??
already
you proved you dont want
love,kick
people when there down,that
your
a liar,a cheat,an can't
hold a realionship,
you drink to much,an it's
not all my fault,
no it was yours.......
hy can't you move on an
leave the past behind
I'm trying with alot of
help from my
freinds,an as god as my
witness he
knows what we talked about,an
then you lied some more,the
saying
goes what comes around
goes around
an the best part of it
you got what
you wanted,did you really???
I lost a good friend In
January will
I ever find that friend
again...........
A new beginning is starting
over an
I once had a friend who
never really knew
me,cause if he did know
me the real
me your'll find out that
I was
honest from the very start
of this so called freindship.
Hope this web page
helps me to discover
that love was always here,but
I was to blind
to see that,an I would
like to say special thanks
to all who helped me discover
my true interself,
without them I wouldn't
be myself:-)
An
my gurdian angel is watching over me!!!!!!