There's so much anger,
and with it I feel so betrayed.
I gave my heart to a stranger,
and with it you played.
 
 

I trusted you,
with everything I had.
I loved you,
and this is how you payed me back.
 
 

There were so many others,
that I wasn't aware of.
I was just like another
whom you claimed you loved.
 
 

It shattered me to bits,
when of your game I found out.
I bet you didn't give a shit,
because that's what you're about.
 
 

All was lies and games,
what a fool I had been.
To think you loved me the same,
guess that bet I didn't win.
 
 

But I blame myself-not you,
for actually believing you cared.
You seem too good to be true,
I should've realized it there.
 
 

It was stupid of me
to fall into your trap.
But I do believe,
that for you played I must clap.
 

You did a great job with your part,
and a lesson you did teach.
To never again give my heart,
and to always keep it out of reach.
 
 

I'll carry this one with me always
you taught me alot that's why
my heart is locked up.
 

December 26,1999